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To make you mine, stay with me tonight. April 21, 2007
The one thing that tore us apart, is the one thing i’ll never touch again.
I’m talking to WUD now, and it’s the infestion of emo songs. Sucksss, hell. She’s making me feel so, urgh. All over again, STOP IT WUD We both know it sucks. ):
Sorry for not blogging for quite a while. English exam was pretty much okay. Just that i wrote a descriptive essay as a personal recount. Well, heck that. There’s nothing i can do. Math makes me happy, cause i’m finally understanding everything that Mr Ng’s saying. 
Meanwhile, school feels funny nowadays. With the exams coming and stuff. And school without staying back for dance. I want dancee, i want dance. ):
To you: I’m hoping everything’s settle now, i never meant the hurt i said. And i praying real hard, that we’d still make it as friends. Cause i know we’ll make better friends than anything else. And so if this has been hurting you, i wish you’d forgive me. Friends, always my dear.
Stay with me tonight. April 18, 2007
Somethings are better left unsaid,
It’s the english midyears tmrw! *gasp! And what am i doing online. Tskktskk. Set your priorities right Marie. Gosh, i’m so insensible. Anyway, school’s been alot of sleeping, eraser throwing and marshmellow eating. Yay, i love school when everything goes this way. Not. I cant stop falling asleep, can you imagine if i fall asleep during compo tmrw. And i write rubbish again?! Exactly what happened during PSLE. God, the trauma. ):
My dear darling Lynette has been troubled over smth she doesnt know of, seeing the chirpy her turn like this during classes makes me scared. Be happy Lee Xin Yi! We’ll throw erasers at Kim and get scolded by Laoshi again. Lynette’s a hella of a good thrower, like me. We’re so good at aiming the erasers into Kim’s ears. YKnow if i wasnt scared of balls or bullets, i wouldve joined basketball, shooting or smth. Well sadly i am. ):
Stop procrastinating Marie, i’ve got to get down to work now.
Goodbye yall.
Protected: Thought i got over it, it seemed i was wrong. April 16, 2007
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I’d rather have you tested and true. April 15, 2007
I’m wishing for you.
HAPPY 14TH JENNIFER TAN KE TING! <3
And yet again, no one is online. ): Well not no one, Thank god for Steph thats the only one online. Secondhand serenade is making me very sad. Stupid song writers, go diee. I’ve neve wanted anything the way that i want you. Rahh, depressing. ANyway, this morning Marie completed her English and her dreadful lijiewenda. *Clap everyone! Oh and I also cooked up a study plan, counting down from Monday to the end of Midyears. I’m so proud of myself. D However i’m still not sure how disciplined i am to follow the plan. ):
2.4 Run ytd, Marie is not happy with her timing. So whatever, after the run I walked around with Meishi. And we talked talked talked. Pretty fun lar, but the sun was so annoying. Read bimbotic books of love at the library, and then met the rest for the match. I was so reluctant, cause my eyes were on the verge of shutting. Hah, it started pouring so back to J8 in the cab. Then Meish and I met Nut, with her juicy juicy scandals. And cause we were broke, she lent us money for some calories at Secret recipe.
I dont if there’s Techniques tmrw, I’m hoping not. Cause the old injury on my ankle still hurts, and pointing toes will just add to the pain. ): Monday is the start of mugging. I dont know how many times i’ve said this though. I have to stop giving myself empty promises. Marie can do this mann.
Anw, it’s school tmr. I need to rmb to get my stupid Algebra notes from Mr Ng, Or i’m screwed. Today is a happy day. I’m being stupid and annoying now. I better stop before i start writing rubbish.
Okay, byebye.
I wanna kiss you underneath the stars. April 13, 2007
Ever felt you were never good enough? Like as if every effort you put in just does not pay off, and you feel like giving up because it’s seems like it’s impossible.
Cheerup Jiahui, youre not alone.
Ij fiesta today, well personally i dont think we did well for the performance at all. Okay it wasnt that bad, maybe just not our best. I didnt play any games at all. ): Hmph, i didnt even get the effing coupon from my Class chair. Talk about fun, what fun?! Okay heck that, I wanted the fishies okay! Yknow the gold guppies?! Ohhmyy, I wanted them okay. )): Rawrh, stupid Lulu. Haha, inside joke luh. Ij superstar was pretty.. Happening. Haha, with greentrackpants girl from dance. She won kay, Dancers can sing yo.
After school was Mos with jewel and jia. Hmm, talked about stuff and more stuff. I swear the two crack me up. Hahah. They rock luh. It’s 2.4 run tmrww. Noooo! I’m so not prepared. I wish they would just cancel the whole pft idea. God damnit, just do it. Marie’s sick, from running in the rain with Nut ytd. Plus i threw away the pills i was supposed to eat, well not all just two of them. Gobbled the rest. Ohplease, so many pills!? Please, no. I’m not a bloody cancer patient. Sleepover ytd was good, alot of talking. And laughing. I swear Nut’s so comical.
Family? Joke isnt it? That you call us a family, when you arent even putting in any effort into making things work. Dont you notice? Everyone’s trying so hard, so why are you pulling us down? If it helps in anyway, I’m sorry for being the only imperfect one in your so called perfect family.
Fall apart, i’m watching all these fall apart. Now, where are you?
April 11, 2007
Hi meow, I’m damn nice to blog for you though I’m rushing to get off quite soon. K anyway, E IF YOU’RE READING THIS PLEASE GO AWAY HAHAHA, Eh I hope to see you during ij fiesta okay? I’m hoping to get a chance to watch your dance so yeah. I’ll see you around school & I don’t care you better wave & shout hi when you see me you stupid D. I’m expecting to see a fan of mine tomorrow ;D Take care Meow, we both know you love me like. Hell
Four, tres, two, UNO! April 10, 2007
I should start forgeting, start anew.
Marie isnt in school. ): Thanks to the bloody muscle thats cramped. Ohwait, i dont even know if it’s really cramped. Or did i pull the muscle or whatever. I dont even know how that all happened. Whatever it is, i’m limping now. I look so retarded i cant stand myself. Whats more, there’s dance tmr, Fiesta on friday, and PFT run on Saturday. Hopefully this irritating muscle thing well recover, ASAP.
The thought of this week being a short week is so comforting, school bores me. ): &just when i was getting so superdee excited about dance tmrw, this stupid leg screws up. Roar! I’m acutally quite glad i didnt go to school today. Cause that mean i’m missing PE, and a late day! So hooray for me! Stupid leg, recover now! I really wanna dance for Ij Fiesta, Like really really, really! ): I have no costume to dance in! Rawrh, why does this happen everytime the theme’s Freestyle?! Okay, Nut and I shall wear red and black! Yay! Gosh, staying home alone makes me go mad.
I think i need to start studying.
Where were you, while i was begging for you. April 9, 2007
Dear Jamie, I’ve got a letter I would like to send.
It’s lacking strings of words with punctuation at the ends.
But should I trust this dialect,
To convey the right effect?
Dear Jamie, I’ve got some things I’d like to set in pen.
I would have used a pencil but leads just not permanent.
But should I trust my printer’s ink,
To express the things I think?
Every page I tried my best to think of something to contest;
With inside jokes and other folks who’ve got much more to say.
Dear Jamie, this envelope will represent my heart.
I’ll seal it send it off and wish it luck with its depart.
And this stamp will be every action that carried my affection:
Across the air and land and sea.
But should I trust the postage due,
To deliver my heart to you?
That song’s just so sweet. School went past really quickly today. Assembly was hilarious, no offence, really. They were actually quite.. Impressive. Sec ones i mean, hah. So after assembly, we stayed back for dance. And hell yeah, Miss wee was just moodswinging. ‘Step jetaye (sp?!), step jetaye! TIMING! TIMING! How many times have i friggin said this?!’ Her scaryy voice is chanting in my head. Ohmann, so scaryy.
Anw, Mr Horoscope tells me to follow my sixth sense and strike up a conversation i know thats necessary. That’ll be too scary, i know no one gets me.
’The greatest joys in life Marie, is sometimes, to take a step back from life, and just appreciate whats infront of us, not to take things for granted for all you may know, POOF they’re gone.’ -Steph Liau’ (For once something she says makes sense. HELLO STEPH!)
Why are you sending me these signals, this signals i find so hard to understand? Why are you taking me all the way up, and then letting go so hard? Why arent you telling me, why the way you act? Why do you choose to ignore me, and feign all there was, way back？
I promise i wont ask anymore whys.
What hurts the most, was being so close. April 8, 2007
Still cant believe i lost my phone. I’m missing it so much, it’s like a part of me is goneee, ): Meanwhile, i’m kinda screwed. I cant find my friggin art, which i was supposed to hand in tmrw. Lit’s half done, and it’s due tmrw. My oh my, i’m at a loss.
Ohyes, apologies to Jeremy for screwing up his party last night. We didnt mean it aiight. Alyssa remember how we say, no man’s ever worth our tears?! I’m hoping you’d rmb. Cause it hurtsme seeing you so weak. And shalyn, you cheer up too kay. I’m sure she just wasnt herself yesterday. Some times people are worth second chances. Yay.
I WANT MY PHONE BACK.
Anw, how does the writer create the effect of how the old man’s family feels abt his death?! By the use of language, diction, and irony. Oh god, lit is such a hassle. For once i’m saying this.
